my diary*my life

某个拜六的晚上




又是一个不想读书的星期天。
剩下最后的三科落在明天。
不是这三科，我现在早已经和我家的老姐抛开一切的烦恼，开着响亮的音乐，唱着我们自己认为很好听的歌，奔驰在前往巴生加埔的高速公路上。

paragraph below is written by victoria .
touch when saw those words.best friend forever ya.

"ping...
hi...im your friend..
remember me? my name is victoria...
we sat together in form 1...watched ppl run by our class...and laugh together...
in form 2 u were in 2xin..i was in 2yi...
beside each other only...
then in form 3 we grew further apart...u were on the other side of guo zi lou...
now...you are in another freaking building...
too see you is as hard as seein the headmaster...
that day u told me u were unhappy...
but i was somewhere else...like always...
i feel bad...i just realized i don wan to lose u...
i dont wan us to bump into each other next time...and just say hi bye..
like we didnt eat together,talk together,b best friends before..
jesteru, i wan u to know...u can stop asking

"we are friends right?"

next time..cos we will always be...."
=)

我仍然找不到那种温暖。
几年了，就境什么原因把我给留下来，我自己也不清楚。
算了，看开吧，放下吧，得过且过吧。

音乐会过后，星期一回到学校，很无言的事请发生了，是乐团的人都跟我说了同样的两个子“XX”
czeying有时还会很wai的讲“chen qi xxxx"让我填充。＝.＝
欣赏不等于喜欢啦，他真的是很有才华啊


明天迎新会
25/2~2/3统一评测.
过后天天留校练习，直到校庆13/3.
15/3去加埔

我强逼自己不要起来，起来后要面对一堆我不想面对的东西。
我想离开。
继续下去，我会得犹豫病。

我喜欢萧敬腾。
萧敬腾，萧敬腾！！

我最愛的新年還剩下最后的一小時多，我要繼續享受這一刻。


我昨天又開心又傷心。 可是開心多過傷心，哇哈哈